Envelopment
Week 12
my blankets of comfort,
me of home and of world
made sense once before,
now all come unfurled
at home, I was me,
proud, strong and hiding
awaiting being found,
scared, time was biding
in the world untrue,
they don't all need to know
how much can I keep in,
at identity's plateau?
all fades away one day,
who am I, in truth?
wrapped up in this parcel,
the bane of tender youth
Skin turned callus
Shocking how very thin
Protecting what within
Safe from malice
Callus turned scab
I say it's just a cloak
An eggs shell to my yolk
rough as stone slab
Scab turned to scar
Am I changed, or left raw
What verdict should I draw
Thoughts so bizarre
Scar turned putrid
Left so unattended
No longer defended
Efforts mooted